Gillette Venus & Olay

Gillette Venus & Olay

Okay, if your looking for a close silky shave, then get on this. 

Is Fat my Friend

Hell no, fat ain't no one's friend.  I used to think it was.  I mean I did not think it hurt me like people did and so often do.  I held onto it like it was all I had.  I soon found out with the increase in blood pressure and some other issues that I had to let it go.  I slowly stopped focusing on what other weight loss diva's was doing and ran my own race.  I am glad to say I am some pounds lighter and feeling much better.  This is no easy feat and I ain't even begin to dig in, but I am more focused on me and what needs to be done.  I say don't get caught up with someone else is doing cause what may work for them may not work for you.  I say don't punish yourself, but do push yourself away from unhealthy foods and situations.  Things will change as nature takes it course and you will lose the weight and win the battle.

Diary of a mad fat woman

I started out on this journey not really expecting much. I mean I have always been heavy, so I assumed nothing when a good friend suggested the Fat Smash, by Dr. Ian Smith. I thought gee yet another book and the only thing that would be getting exercise was my eyes going back and forth with the reading.

Then I became a virtual stalker of Ms. Paula's, I mean I actually looked forward to seeing her pics and how she was transforming into something I wanted to be, thinner. Then that turned into jealousy because while she was losing I was gaining. Now mind you I did not even pick up the fat smash book, i continued to make excuses, like it ain't gonna work, and i ain;t no rabbit, i needs to eat some meat. I mean i made all types of excuses. Well I went to the doctors one day and she said oh your blood levels were okay. I thought just okay, what is okay, well this or that was one or two points higher then it should be. I guess she was looking at me as if to say, well you are heavy and this is normal for you. Well I quickly asked for a referral to get the drastic gastric bypass, or lap band. She suggested the lap band as it was not as evasive. Well when I made the appointment got on the bid ole meat scale, because that is what they use you know and I weighed in at nearly 300lbs. I was not shocked a little embarrassed I mean there i sat no even a full 5 ft 3 in weighing that much. The nurse asked what surgery I wanted and going with my doctor, I said Lapland. The doctor saw me, but he did not really see my he suggested I go for the full Monte the big gastric. I felt appalled yet knowing my ass needed something more than a band. I thought i really must look